Sunday

Today is my first day without Methadone. As a pain killer it worked OK. It did take care of the pain spikes. It left the gnawing pain that lays on your mind like a cloud. It seems that everything I think about is filter through a layer of pain. I am aggravated at my new Doctor for putting me through this. I need to figure out why she is doing this. I think she intends to revisit all of the old areas I went through with my previous physician. I can sure tell the difference in their individual philosophies. I don't think Dr Strausbaugh would have made me wait until Wednesday to address the situation. Until then all I can think about is pain. I hope I end up with some meaningful relief.

the beginning

my first blog.